第一年、第二年、..,对于没感情感觉的我来说,并无分别。
显着的,或许是我从你身上,找到我几乎无法继续相信的理念。
对于我复杂的思维,你的简单是很不可思议的。
我很纵容自己,对别人要求苛刻,但你却是没骨头的蛋。
你极度的白,淡化了我极度的黑。
当我放弃了生命,你从路边捡了我回到路上。
当我放弃了生活,你示范了如何让枯草重生。
当我放弃了朋友,你坚定的在乎打消我念头。
当我放弃了学业,你拖着我朝向那毕业之门。
只有当我放弃了爱情,你会欢呼鼓掌。你就是不肯介绍我喜欢的她给我,因为你也喜欢她。
有时我会不相信你,因为你的好几乎有点不合逻辑。所以,别怪我会认为你是执行着完美程序的机械人,这我会比较容易接受。
很不好意思的,在我的重建工程在缓慢进行当儿,我抄袭了你不少个性,吸收了你不少能量。
没什么能给你,只能说声“谢谢”。
很高兴认识你这朋友。
there's never an end,那感情只是以另一种形式存活着。
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translated for you, who is having suck chinese level, several times suck than my suck english...
so, just hope you understand my lousy english, which is a few times lousy than my lousy chinese...
1 week, 2 weeks,....... it doesn't matter for me, who don't have any idea about time.
1st year, 2nd year,..... there are no different for me, who don't have any feeling.
What had obviously happened, is that I had found belief from you, which I once hardly continue to believe.
Your simplicity is unbelievable for my complicated thinking.
I am super forgiving on myself, and acting the opposite to the others, but you are an egg without bone (don't have negative stuff).
Your extremely white lighten my extremely black.
While I gave up to keep alive, you picked my up from road side and put my back on track.
While I gave up my living, you showed me how dead grass can be revived.
While I gave up friends, your non-stop stream of care destroyed my silly idea.
While I gave up my study, you towed my toward the gate of graduation.
Only when I gave up love, you will celebrate for it. You don't want to introduce "her" to me, since you like her also.
Sometimes, I will suspect on your goodness, because it seems not logically right. Therefore, don't blame me to think that you are a robot which is executing a perfect program. It is more acceptable for me to think that you are a perfect robot, rather than a perfect human.
Very pai sei de, I had copied your characteristic and absorbed your energy, during my reconstruction period.
I have nothing to contribute for you, just can say "thanks".
Very happy to know you, to be your friend.
There's never an end, the gan qing willing keep alive, in another form.
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给予关心我的人,家人、朋友,真挚的感谢。
Express my sincere appreciation to those who care of me, family or friends.
3 comments:
yea...i'm good towards a lot of people which i sometimes think that it's not necessary and most of the time people take it for granted...
but i believe that everyone is equal, no matter how good or bad u are, u deserve the goodness in this world...
but there's always a limit...
i will limit myself...
因为无法思考,所以不知该如何回应你。
因为承受不起失去,所以拒绝拥有。
因为不想心伤,所以把所有感觉都摒弃,包括幸福开心。
如果觉得我对你粗气鲁莽无礼,那只不过是我已不懂得如何与人相处,我并非有意让任何人难受。
如果觉得我对人冷漠无情无理,那只不过是我已热情耗尽信心崩溃了,我并非无心让人感觉温暖。
在我力气只足以让我继续呼吸的当儿,除了恳求你更多的谅解及忍让之外,我还能做些什么来维持我们的感情呢?
无论我使出了多么无法理解及让人厌恶的脸,从我眼中,却隐隐约约地透露我那深藏在心中的在乎与执着。
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I don't know how should I respond to you, because I can't think anymore.
I don't want to own anymore, because I don't want to lose.
I give up all the feeling, including happiness, because I don't want to feel sad anymore.
If you feel that I am rude, it is just because I don't know how to interact with people. I don't mean to hurt anyone.
If you feel that I am cold blood, it is just because my had spent all of my passion and confident. I do want to let people feel warm, but I can't.
While my energy is just enough to run my breath, what else can I do to maintain our relationship, except begging your extra understanding and forgiving?
No matter how unreasonable and aversive my face looked, care and stubborn still leaking through my eyes, which hidden deeply in my heart.
please don't limit yourself, until i finish my project, ok?
i had changed my mind...
i don't want to fail fyp liao...
need help here...
hehe...
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